Espinoza Presents

Feeling X-cellent. January 28, 2010

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My friend Rose made this at work and gave it to me.

 

Math January 28, 2010

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Mike Justice unwittingly contributed to my book-in-the-works when he drew his interpretation of what my brain does when I do math.

 

About Fucking Time. October 12, 2009

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i’m lucky to have one of my best friends be one of my favorite artist.  I’m not sure how that happened.  I’ve been spoiled with exclusive access to his music for years and am greatly pleased to announce that his website has been revamped and now has his first 3 albums available for download for FREE.  I’m excited that other people are going to get to hear this music that I have loved for years.

I can’t wait for River’s In The Mist.  I’m sad that we don’t see each other enough these days and I haven’t heard any of the forthcoming album.  But then again, it’s not that often that something I’m really looking forward to happens.  It will be like a kid’s Christmas for me, when it comes out.

http://www.alterside.com

A  run down up my  faves from these the newly released Tea Green and A Circle Cherry albums in a random order.

from Tea Green

General comments about Tea Green.  This was the first time I heard him working on songs on an acoustic guitar and then taking them to the studio.  Most of the songs were written with a pen and pad on an acoustic guitar is his bed room instead of in the basement studio.  I think we were listening to a lot of Chris Issaak then, but that might be what we were into when he started Rivers In the Midst.

Still Awake:  He never played this song for me.  I stole it from his computer and have loved it since then.  I’m not sure why I love it.  Maybe it’s because it seems super honest to me and I know exactly what he was going through when he was writing this.  Also there is there is a sample/sound that in the beginning that he and I listened to years ago and made comments on.  At least I think it’s that.  It might be a wah guitar.

In This World: i was shocked when I heard this one.  It was different than what I was used to hearing from him.  He’s singing in the lead vocal is in the natural part of his range.  There’s no stretching.   I’ve always thought Saij sounds his best when he’s not trying to sound like someone else.

And the vocals aren’t heavily layered.  The drums are simple.  The instrumentation is pretty much basic drums, layered bass guitar and vocals.  I remember talking to him about how the bass guitar as lead guitar opens up all kinds of frequencies in the mix and allows this song to really breath.  I called this his “Al Green song.”  Also, “too lagart” is something I said.  It’s an inside joke that maybe three people know.

Have You Ever Been Down?:  One of my absolute faves.  Top 3  Saij in my opinion.  I know exactly the inspiration for this song and I won’t tell.  I will tell you that when I wrote “She,” I tried to stylize it after this song.  I will also tell you that this is the second version of this song.  The first didn’t have the acoustic guitars and slide in there.  It took me a while to accept the new version, but I now accept it as being at least on the level as the first version.  I know this is one of the songs that he had the hardest times mixing.

I Miss You Now: Was written and recorded during the making of The Acropolis. It was thought to be too similar to Right Here and was scrapped from The Acropolis. There is an earlier version that is at least 6 minutes long.  It’s a demo of sorts with a different drum beat and electric guitar in place of the acoustic and slide.  It also has at least one other verse.  I felt in a lot of ways that I was responsible for this song in a lot of ways.  I put a lot of acoustic based music in his hands and gave him access to the my acoustic/electric guitars.  This song represents a growth in him to me.  It was the break away from the soul of A Circle Cherry and the transition into the acoustic guitar based stuff of Tea Green. It doesn’t feel like he’s trying to do any one thing.  He’s just doing his thing.

Run n Hide: Classic Saij musical weirdness as the intro.  Again, not heavily layered or stretching vocals.  I once heard him say that this is his “Springsteen song.”  I love this song.  Wood block and delayed acoustic and some weird manipulated sounds.

You You: I heard him write this one and play it for me before he recorded it.  I remember hoping that he wouldn’t wreck it with over-production.  He didn’t.  I love the vocal solo.  I love the deep vocals.  I also remember him telling me how he wanted to get back to the chanting that was more prevalent in his pre-Cherry work.

General comments about A Circle Cherry:  There was a whole other album of songs titled A Circle Cherry before this version of Cherry. It was more Peter Gabriel and Tricky sounding.  The only thing that was saved from that scrapped album was Highwayman, which was redone and the instrumentals throughout the new version of the album.  I also thought that Circle Cherry would be a cult classic.  It’s great from beginning to end.  It’s great as a whole album.  I’m not sure why I couldn’t talk Saij into focusing our resources and time into promoting Cherry instead of The Acrop.

On The Stand: This is one song that I always go, “Holy shit, I forgot about this one.”  It does its own thing.  It never lies.

Sapphire Masquerade: I used to think that this song was a song written to me.  About me trying to push my will on Saij about our home and musical/business partnership.  I once pitched him the idea that we shoot a video of us and DMoeFunk dressed in business suits and leaving an office building.  We would film us walking down the street with briefcases as we strutted and stripped to the song.  We would change from business suits to drag queens and then up at some costumed dance party.

I Feel Like A Fool: Came out of nowhere in the matter of a couple days.  Loved it instantly and still do.  I used to say that it sounded like a Stevie Wonder song/  I also used to misinterpret it as “Your hips say one thing,” and “You’re thighs say one thing.”

Butt Ass Naked: Another one that came out of nowhere in the matter of a couple of days, if I remember right.  Also, if memory serves Saij had a cold when he recorded the vocals.  I used to have sex to this song.  My girlfriend at the time always wanted me to make a playlist of nothing other than the Cristina Millian album and this song.  The whole Millian album and like 7 or 8 occurences of B.A.N.

Gonna Get Freaky: This song asks the more important questions in life.  Sicj simple backing music to vocals that run all over the place.  I love how the maun vocals go so low and how the music feels so lazy.  I love the background sounds and how I don’t feel like I’m listening to a militantly structured pop song.  We actually have an idea for a video for this that hopefully we will do some weekend.

Highwayman: I always thought a highway man was someone who robbed travelers.  Maybe this highway man is doing that.  I don’t know.  It’s obviously the tale of an immigrant of some sort struggling in a new land for his family.  I like it when Saij tells somebody else’s tale.

This is the second version of this song and far superior.  I think this is the song that got Saij using guitars again.  I’d like to tell you, but I don’t know.  I do know that for the longest time he barely used guitars even though he is a guitar player who went to music school as a guitar player.

Hallah: This is the overlooked gem of the album for me.  It’s the song that I always forget about and wonder how I could have forgotten it.  I think what would happen is that we would talk about things like “singles” and “hits” back then and we would somehow not talk about songs like this.  I’ve always found joy in the way the chorus is “I want ya, but you never stay,” but it seems like a happy chorus.

 

Late Night and Awake. October 6, 2009

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It’s been a season since I’ve really blogged. And it’s been a while since I’ve blogged anything too personal.  This here started as a facebook update and grew.  I’m keeping in vague.  Someday I hope to either laugh at this or point to it and see that I know that my head was spun by some things.

Okay, so I had a great day yesterday even though I felt terrible in the morning. I was going to go to bed early but the music demons bit me. And then I went digging around. I should know by now not to dig. You never find what you are looking for. It does speed along the process of knowing what’s in the ground, but it’s rarely what you wanted to find. Right now I wonder if it matters or if it is important. I am silly, I know. And my mind is often powerful and harmful. My heart is equally powerful.  I’m not putting either one to good use right now.  Relax, Jesse.  Relax.

I’ve managed to fill my head with thoughts that are pretty much pointless and of no use at this moment.  My heart, is full of hope again, instead of whatever it was the last couple weeks.  So, I’ve turned to my blog to help rid my mind of these unbeneficial distractions of the moment.

Fall is here and I’m about to be on fire and that’s without the social wirlwind of summer wrapped around me.  It’s time to roll up the sleeves and get dirty.  And clean some stuff up.  I’m excited for sure about alot of things right now, but being worried about them or even wondersome is paying me no good service right now.

Things will happen.  Santa will come.  Stop thinking about the presents.  You’ll open them in the morning.

There you go Tim.

 

Sex Bike/Sex Bench July 19, 2009

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Sex Barricade July 19, 2009

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This is my drunken, half-assed barricade to keep my roomates from carrying out their threats of sneaking into my bed.

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Dan Moe on Karaoke July 18, 2009

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Can you imagine being here every night, sober?

and to the suggest of our house buying a karaoke machine

You go somewhere to karaoke, you don’t invite that into your home

 

Baseball Sex July 18, 2009

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A co-worker and I were carrying a bus tub together at work a couple of days ago.  I told her, “You realize we are one step away from holding hands?”

Her response, “You should be careful or the next time we work together you might get to second base.”

So I had to come home at look at what “the kids” are calling “second base” these days.  And by “the kids”, I mean “Wikipedia.”

So here’s your helpful reminder of the day:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Baseball_metaphors_for_sex

Looks like I’m going to get to play with some nipples soon.  Whoo hoo!

 

Jurassic Park 4 July 15, 2009

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In the spring, my work paid me to spend 2 mornings/afternoons hanger ads on people’s door nobs in the West Moreland neighborhood of Portland.  I found this yard with two retaining walls covered in dinosaurs.  I went back there a couple of weeks ago and shot some pics.

It’s was an extremely bright day, so  my LCD screen was of very little use to be.  I pretty much shot this blind.  I have a lot more of these pictures, but here are some of the highlights.  I hope to go back and do a better job shooting it soon.  I’ve posted a gallery so that you can click on the thumbnails and see the full size pics.

 

Wet Pussies June 29, 2009

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